Narrative 1

My Bad Experience

Did you have a horrible moment? What did you feel? When you felt scared, what would you do? And if a gang of girls made you scared, would you against them? Bullying action as we all know is such kind of impolite action that some people do to someone who they don’t like. It is same as my story when I was in vocational high school. At that time, I thought that I was the victim of bullying action. Indeed, it was unbelievable moment of my life but in fact it was real. My first grade in senior high school is my fearful moment of my life. 

There was bullying action in my school. Some friends (a gang of girls) liked to disturb me. I wondered why they didn’t like me. I thought that I was a good girl, I was diligent, polite, and friendly. Instead, all of the teachers who taught in my class liked me. At that time, I also got the first rank in my class. I thought that my friends didn’t like me probably because I was stingy in sharing answer. I also have got wrong judgment from my friends. They judged me as a wicked person.  Sometimes, my friends made fun of me. They also underestimated me. At that time, I tried to be strong and patient although they badmouthing at me. 

I was feeling depressed. I didn’t have so many friends at that time. Wherever I went, I was always alone.  Every day I felt lonely and had no friends. I became lazy to go to school because I didn’t feel comfortable with the situation. At that time, every day I wondered what would happen to me on that day. When I felt sad and disappointed, I liked to cry in the toilet. Many things, I liked to think. I felt my days were full of problems, it made me so stressful. Sometimes, when a lot of friends approached me at the same time, I would feel afraid and panic. If I remember it, I will feel so sad. It is unbelievable, why I have experienced something like that. 

At that time, I was gloomy almost every day. Sometimes, I sat alone in the corner of the class. My friends liked to say if they sat next to me, they would get a bad luck. I thought that they were really cruel to me. Tough so I always prayed and tried to accept their bad attitudes or their treatment to me sincerely. I didn’t like to talk too much with the others. Bullying action made me became a passive student. I mean passive in term of association with friends. I also had lack of self confidence but fortunately it didn’t affect to my spirit for studying and my achievement because I always believe every problem must have a way out and God will always be there for me.  

In short, I don’t want to experience bully action again. A very bad experience that I’ve ever had when I was in vocational high school has left bad memories in my memory. The first year in vocational high school when I was in the first grade was a scaring moment that I never forget. I hope bullying action will not happen to me again.